I hate myself

Whoever said Love was nice lied
but im never so sorry i tried

this is the story of my life
searching for the right
sorrow in my heart
wots this pain in my life

i lost a friend
without knowing if i did a wrong

i doh wanna do this any more
i dont wanna b the reason why

i dont wanna hurt me anymore
i dont wanna crucify my life
but i cant stop this hurt

watch my life pass me by
sinning in time
i dont wanna waste another day
sulking in the shadow of my pain

i wanna go to a place ive never been
wots left of me
i just cant think further than my eye
i need a reason for standing still

i want u to understand wots burning under my skin
i dont know wots left of meeee

sorry if i cried
but believe me i tried
even though i knew u werent on my side

i saw d smile on ur face
but i dont know what to do
coz i know i wont ever get to be with you

i hate myself and i wanna die