My Escape

by LiL Ma   Jan 6, 2007


Sometimes reality is too much to bear
And when I'm intoxicated I gain the ability not to care
I can just feel numb and break free
when I'm half through this bottle
Cuz when I'm sober the anxiety comes at me full throttle
I can't handle the pressure
Its too much too handle
Then I dip into the vodka and the happiness is lit up like a candle
You wouldn't like me if you knew how I truly act
My troubles take over me like exctasy and that's a fact
I pray that my high is eternal and overcomes my unfortunate reality
Because unless im drunk i dont like my identity

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  • 17 years ago

    by David Wallace

    Where the hell have u been? ur fone is not on and your family have been wilding out. I hope ur home rite now and I hope u check this soon. Give me a call if u get this and get your narrow butt to school. Call me I hope u know my number.

  • 17 years ago

    by David Wallace

    Thats really a shame jackie u need 2 get it 2gether because no one can love u if u dont love yourself. Cause as long as u dont have love 4 yourself it can become hard 2 believe that a man can cum along and truly love u. So love starts within not externally. The stuff that u dont like about yourself u can change if u thrive hard enough 2 change. No matta what the case may be U'll always have love coming from this direction. By the way I gave u a 4 rating.

  • 17 years ago

    by meliLOVE

    Wow.. that all i can really say.. ur poem shows great emotion along with sadness. i feel ur pain sweety..
    keep up the great rememberable work..

  • 17 years ago

    by CY GINDLE

    Go0d poem you ain;t alone. i know
    that don'tn mean jack but, thats all
    i got . i live every word of your poem

  • 17 years ago

    by morbid_luv_story

    I love it!!

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