It was nothing.

It takes too long,
To start something new,
When you already have someone,
And can't figure out what to do.

Share your thoughts and feelings,
There was nothing you could learn,
Hurt like you have never been hurt,
And share the feeling in return.

Pretend you'll be fine without him,
But deep down you'll always care,
Tell him that you love him,
Just so he can never be there.

It doesn't matter either way,
He would rather hide it all,
Tell him that he's killing you,
And ask why he watches as you fall.
One day he'll see how much he mattered,
And how much you honestly cared,
One day he'll realize that he let himself go,
When the love is what he never shared.
He was your hope, your dream,
The only thing that was ever real,
But for some reason he always let it go,
Almost like he couldn't feel.
It was nothing that you couldn't handle,
Nothing that you couldn't bare,
It was nothing that you hadn't felt,
When he was never there.