The Memory Of You

I don't care anymore
maybe I was meant to die
but since you dont love me
all I can do is cry

My heart sinks lower
into my chest
I can't continue like this
maybe death is best

I'm tired of the pain
the pain of love gone away
I can't believe it happened so fast
I expected you to stay

How could you do this to me?
Why does it hurt so bad?
I don't know why you did it...
but you were the best I'd ever had

So many memories
in such a short time
all I wanted from you
was for you to be mine

But I guess the sayings true
"Shit in one hand, wish in the other"
And I can't live with the truth
but I still can't be with you, why even bother?

The heartbreak is unbearable
the pain is too sharp to take
the misery is way too depressing
but loving you was never a mistake

There's a fine line between pain and pleasure
and I believe I've crossed it
I feel the joy of loving, but the pain of losing you
the best thing in my life, and I believe I lost it