They still haunt me
I'm still found
In this string of past memories
And the scars that tell their stories
I can't seem to admit
That I'm still afraid
Terrified
I know if this happens again
I will fall more than apart
I will fall past the ground
And never get up
This heart has been forever stressed
And the strings
Are pulling tighter and tighter
It's getting harder to breathe
The air seems thicker
As it surpasses through my lungs
I feel suffocated
With these memories
And moments I wish to forget
And these doubtful thoughts
That this could possibly
Re-occur
I can't handle that feeling again
That feeling
Where I feel like giving up
That feeling
Where my heart screams
With the pain I've put myself through
I have no regrets
But my mind
Doesn't seem to want to let go
Of those nightmares
That I see in my sleep each night
I can't wait to let myself be free
And nothing and no one
Will ever see
Another tear fall because of the past...
