Love is pure suicide

I sit in darkness
and light another cigarette
cause your face is in my head
maybe it will help me forget

i pop the bottle top
on the twelve drink today
hoping that all the painfull memories
will just go away

thats how life is at this satge
now that you\'re not around
smokes drinks and one night stands
is all the comfort i have found

im suprised that the blade hasnt touched my wrist
and the botlle of sleeping pills is still full
im suprised that i havent just forgotten to breathe
that my heart hasnt stood still

i feel the life in me slowly fading
and my soul slowly dying
my heart is breaking
memories arent subsiding

hope is idiotic
cause everything was a lie
why even bother
when love is pure suicide

*keith robbert morris*
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