Night TIme Fears (Sexual Abuse)

Wow...This was deep...I really liked this poem..The flow was amazing and the wording seemed just write...5/5...Keep Up The Great Writing...

Very well written
keep it up!

I guess that i am soft hearted and i do talk to the people i trust ... but sometimes the people you trust arent exactly the people you wanna talk to ... the situation is i am in love with a 20 year old guy and he loves me back but we cant be together becuz we are 7 years apart ... i have to wait 3 years to legally date him ... and then his ex girlfriend and i hate each other and thats another problem getting in between us i mean we have had a relationship or "thing" with each other for awhile now but ... its really hard cuz when a 13 year old girl is in love she wants to be able to tell the world ... but i cant tell ANYONE cuz he could get in trouble with the law and he could be put in jail even tho we havent done anything with each other ... but still im scared but in love and im going to continue to love him ... as they always say "if you love him let him go ... and if he come back its meant to be" well i let him go about a month ago and he came back ... so now what? ... i need help ...

---Breckin

Well i didnt know how else to talk to you ... so im leaving my comment on here ... i didnt know how to message cuz im stupid like that ... i appreciate your advice but ... i just dont know whos to take anymore i mean i have my best guy friend telling me to keep on trying ... and the a whole bunch of my other friends saying that hes bad for me and i that i shouldnt even try ... im so confused and i just wish everything would go away ... im sick and tired of crying myself to sleep at night and then waking up with tears dried on my face and then having to think ... "jeez wonder how much he is going to hurt me today" thats what i think every morning and im really passive(i think negativity and think for the worst) i hate being like that but i worry all the time and i dont know i just hate myself sometimes ... i wish that he could just dissappear but then again ... i wish he wouldnt!! i need help and your the one person who has actually said to give up (other then my other friends) well ... i need help!! comment back!!