Missing You

I miss all the things we used to be,
You holding me close and being there for me.
You are so important to me, even though it did not show,
I really do love you, so please don't go.
You loved me once, You loved me twice,
I assure you I wasn't very nice.
I sit up dreaming night after night,
About how I didn't really put up a fight.
I lost you and I want to cry,
Because of how I seem to look at you and lie.
I let my friends tell me what to do,
Even though it meant loosing you.
I wish I could hold you and call you mine,
I guess I should have thought things through at that time.
I know I caused you lots of pain,
But without you I'm going insane.
I want a chance to show my love and make you mine.
I promise this will be the last and only time.

*Tell me what you think*