Never have I felt more alone
In this entire world
Than I do right now.
Things dear to me
That I once use to hold
Have all disappeared somehow.
I feel like crying
My soul feels torn,
Scattered in pieces of two.
Can someone tell me
Why was I even born
For all I ever wanted was to-
Just be loved.
Even though that seems like a dream,
That has escaped
Through a single beam.
That has destroyed me
Leaving havoc in its wake.
Invisible as though I may be
I feel things just as everyone.
Yet casted aside I remain
For my peril has just begun.
I wish I could sleep eternally,
Alas! The gods refrain-
Me from life it seems.
My past slowly creeps
Upon my aching soul.
At times, I feel so weak
As my being weeps,
Feeling less than whole.
