Are you suffering
The way I'm suffering.
Do you cry,
Like I cry.
Do you just wait to die,
Like this broken soul of mine.
Was this your plan all along?
To get me to trust you,
Then break my heart?
Was that your plan?
Did you intend,
On doing this to me?
To push me off,
Of that ledge,
I was so close to.
The ledge to suicide,
Thats were I'm heading,
Was that your plan?
To send me over that ledge?
I cant eat,
I can barely sleep.
I'm a mess without you,
Cutting is what,
I try to do,
Cant you see?
I need you,
In my life.
The promises,
I made to you,
They're still very true,
I swore not to cut,
And I still dont,
But man have I tried.
And man I still,
Love you,
And swear I,
Always will.
My feelings dont mater now,
All I care is that your happy,
Thats all I want,
Is for you,
To be happy,
No matter,
How much I hurt.
You could treat me like dirt,
But as long as your happy,
I wouldn't care.
I may be dieing inside,
But I dont care,
My love for you,
Will keep me here.