I sat down,
Began to type.
Telling him life just wasnt going right.
I told him a secret.
He didnt reply.
I sent him a poem,
It had been on my mind.
He said What the _ _ _ _!
Isnt that just my luck.
I began to cry.
Knowing I hurt him.
He was scared I was leaving him.
He asked me why I was doing this again.
I couldnt tell him the truth.
I couldnt tell him I was scared I changed to much.
I felt so crushed.
I asked him to look down deep,
And tell me the truth.
Am I what he wants?
My messed up life hurt him so.
I was scared he was gonna go.
I don't want to say goodbye.
Don't want him to see the tears I cry.
I hurt him so,
Now tell me,
Are you gonna go?
