On this life of sins and the agony that overtook my soul
I stand here with questions on the palm of my hands
Lost in transitions slowly weighing my body down
The feeling of despair had taken control of my being
A heart no longer filled with joys
Instead it is filled with pain and loss
Pain from the lies and deceptions
Loss from the people who come and go
Emptiness has filled my days and nights
Never have I felt so abandoned
Never have I felt so disappointed
What else is there to look forward to
When each time I walk on further
The more I realize that nothing is coming my way
The laughter that escaped from mouth
That is heard from miles away
Has died at the end of the road
The melodies that I used to hear
Has faded in thin air
Harder to put a smile on face
Just feel so used and suddenly was left behind
For people to walk past on
The love that I had given
Were just taken advantaged of
Still I continue to walk through this path
Hoping for new changes
Wishing I could open up a magic door
And find happiness waiting for me behind these closed doors
These broken wings that used to soar in the sky high
Can no longer lift it self up
Tears so cold and dead
Eyes filled with nothingness
Mind filled with intoxication
And a body so weak to make any movement
Wondering will I have a chance to find a love so pure
A love that is everlasting
A love that is filled with eternal flames
Is it wrong for me to give a love so unconditional?
Is it wrong for me to love like no other?
Tell me is it wrong to love someone at all?
If it is then I never want to be right
Even with these questions filling my every thought
I still continue to stand here lost in transitions
