Time goes by but im still the same the pain inside has yet to go away like there is no longer a reason to live or to even try i'm just going day by day awaiting the moment i die the pain is just to real i am no longer able to deal, like a ray of light that never touches the surface of your skin and never actually makes you feel alive, like trying to get in but you're already inside, like a windowless view you can't see it but its there just like the pain there is no reason to even care time is running out it becomes a struggle to just breathe i can no longer hide it its crawling out of me like a question with no answer hopeless is what i am but like always time goes by but im still the same the pain inside has yet to go away
