The Heart That Won't Let Love

I wanted his love
and now he's by my side
but my heart won't let me feel
what I once felt inside
He holds my hand so gently
as if he'll never let go
but something has a hold on me
and this feeling is unknown
I know he wants to care for me
I know he'll treat me right
but my heart just doesn't see
all the beauty in his eyes
Maybe I'm afraid to love
maybe I haven't moved on
maybe the road to happiness
just seems far too long.