Guide Me Back to the Light

Weeping softly to myself,
Silent curses stream from my lips.
Covering my face to hide the tears,
My world crumbles to dust at my feet.

Losing myself I seek guidance,
But no one can help me here.
Guide me back to the light,
Before I finally let go.

Crimson angst floods from the rivers,
From self-inflicted wounds.
My torment and my pain, everflowing.
In my false sense of reality.

Everything fades to black.
Wandering through the darkness,
Everything I've known and loved,
I cannot see anymore.

And all my ambitions,
Although they remain,
Are sleeping in the back of my mind.
Waiting to be reawakened again.