I hate u

U were the one i knew,
the one i could tell my bloody secrents to.
u were the one who loveed my creepy mind who talked when not spoken to.
i cry at night when i cut my wrists now remembering u how u kissed my cuts and blood for love u told me, before i didn't feel pain or joy just sorrow.
u were my secret my pride and joy i kept u from the world.
u were the fire the burned my nothingness as frost blew away the thought of u made me sweat.
u are gone now and for ever nothing there but dust in ur place.
no one to tell the pain i felt last night or how i thought of the man next to us.
no one to burn my nothingness away, instead it creeps at night covering my soul that has now been forgotten.
no one knows of u no one and thats how i liked it.

please comment or at least vote this means alot to me because it took alot of strangth to write this because its true.