RIP Daddy

~~~Please tell me what you think of my poem~~~

I miss you so much
I cry myself to sleep
Because I never said good-bye
The pain of your death
Still hurts like the cuts on my wrists
From all the times Ive been hurt
I just wanna be with you in heaven
I know up there you will love me
And I wont have to say good-bye
I wont have to consider suicide
But no one understands me
They just think I want attention
But all I really want is you
Too be loved and not hated
But until I reach you
I will try not to cry
But I just want to say
Ill always love you
No matter how far god separates us
Love always your little girl dedicated to Sheldon Ullberg *2001 DEC. 26

~Niki