My Regret

Wasted my time, over again.
now looking back, there was never anything there to begin.
blinded by what i thought could be,
cause this regret that'll be never ending.

could've been friends, could've worked out fine.
was it that i caught you at a bad time?
whatever it was, i must've been wrong.
i'm reaping something i didn't sew, like a sad love song.

a constant reminder of this tragic result,
after all the thinking it's really not my fault.
try to ignore it, these feelings i tred to hide.
but, i'm ready to burst on the inside.

i told you how i felt, was honest&dear.
i did it despite my overly huge rejection fear.
how immature you handled it, it amazes me.
i expected more out of you, surprisingly.

i'm not going to dwell your actions, that's just now the way.
not the way to get over those words that were heard, but you didn't physically say.
i don't regret, i just learn from my mistakes.
you make me want to take that statement back, now it's fake.