In an unseen instant
the world I knew has changed,
everything that was consistent
was completely rearranged.
What seemed to be perfect and fine
is now the reason for my tears,
nothing I await is on time
except the arrival of all of my fears.
what once made me glad
now makes me weep,
but I think depression is a fad
and crying won't make me DeeP.
I wipe away the drops of liquid emotion
put a smile on my face
and let my mind go through a motion
take me there, to that certain place,
where all is vast like an ocean,
let my heart pace steadily as my mind starts to race.
I begin to realize
our minds seem to work as our major consult
everything we want, we idealize,
but never are satified with the result.
Difficulties are what give things their worth
Fight with all you have and get the prize,
make less effort and you'll never move forth
life is always better with a little surprise.
Struggling for everything since birth
to reach your own private goal of enterprise.
Anything is possible,
but nothing is ever fair
no one is that responsible
to say they would dare to care.
Lost and confused
still I try to regain my composure
act as if I am amused,
but the lack of exposure
of the strange and foreign feel of being refused.
It leaves me bewildered and in need of that reassuring pleasure.
What I'm trying to say
I hate you for all that you are.
I took all you would give me and I managed to stay,
now with a heavy, but sure heart I am glad we are apart.
I learned and am ready to go my seperate way,
I will stay away, but I know you will never linger far.
Stronger I will be,
weakness will be unknown
Fear will not faze me
and the hurt will never again be shown.
