No one can see

No one can see
the wound inside
where I bleed and bleed.
No one can see
the tears
I cry at night;
the pain that
makes it hard to walk,
to breath.
No one knows
of my secret truth or past.
I gave up a part of me;
a second heartbeat,
an angel.
I was scared of losing
what I've already lost.
I deny the truth,
and pray to forget.
Yet everything has a way
of reminding me.
A doctor's office,
a nurse....blood,
my baby niece.
It hurts to look at her;
to watch her play.
I want nothing more than
to take back that day.
No one can tell
the look of pain in my eyes
but I can. I know
and feel what no one
else does
everyday, forever.

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