Broken...

Broken up inside
crying tears..which i try to hide
cuts on my wrists which have turned to into scars
looking at them...
makes me want to die
knowing that im here
knowing im a mistake
now..that you never wanted me here
it just hurts
im a disgrace
you dont care what you say to me
you dont know when to stop
you want me out of here
you want me gone
im nothing to you
but yet your nothing to me
i hate you
for all that you ve done to me
you ve put me through hell
you ve threated me like shit
and now im falling apart
im all weak
im trying to be strong
but it dont seem to work
ill live my life a lie
and i hate the fact your here
and never going to say goodbye