Concealed by this coffin of my body,
confined by these prison bars of my bones, subdued by these chains of my veins.
hidden by this cloak of my flesh.
I deed my life to evils wishes, the end, please just kill me this life has no more purpose for me,
life lasted a life time, how long will death last ,
when dos my last thought enter in to my mind questions leave me, end this,
burnt by my desires leaving me numb, darkness is no longer a remedy it is simply a depressant, thoughts they leave me destroyed what is the meaning, demons live in my ears, stair me in the eyes and tell me I am nothing,
self destruction is now just my human emotion,
These are my symptoms and the results of my life, what have I done
this face goes with these scares,
I own the shame you try to hide, I am giving up on you,
no longer for the world now its for me,
anesthetized, let go
discovered that day in that empty open field screams silenced, prayers reach, tell me my name, teach me my gift,
death is on the horizon, all around me, but I will trust and believe that I can conquer this through you and for you
now to death every drip of blood is the desire to lift you your name. this is for you my Lord, my savior. Jesus Christ!!
