I know when you look at me you seem disappointed
Like I embarrass you in front of your friends
I try to just not look when you give me that cold stare
I want us to be friends, or you could just tell me that you do care
I don't want us to fight all the time, but I'm sick of you bringing me down
You always pick on me for no reason;
I hope you don't mean some of the things you say
I'm sick of you pushing me around and make me feel worse than I already do.
I'm sorry I'm not the perfect sister you want me to be
I look in the mirror everyday and see what you see
I wish i could make everything be alright and seem OK
But nothing is alright and I'm sick of hiding my feelings, my thoughts
Keeping everything bottled up inside didn't help at all
I want to be that beautiful girl who gets alot of attention
The girl everyone wants to sit next to and talk to and be friends with
The girl who actually has a boyfriend who loves me, for me
Maybe I'm asking too much of you, cause I know in the end that is all i will be to you.
