Lets sit down and relax so I can tell a story
A story that will make you ache in pain
Make you drown in your own tears
Make all the pain you have ever felt
Seem like nothing like only a scratch
I will make you feel all the feelings
Feelings of wanting to die
The feelings of worthlessness
You think you are no good a waste of time
Feeling you should not take another breath
Feelings you want your heart to break
Make you feel what I get to feel
Make hurt and pain be something you have never felt
Kill you with the words I am about to speak
Send you away with a memory of blood shed, pain and fear
Lets start with your mind, what you think is fake is real
Voices within your head, ones that want you dead
Make all your decisions be questions
Make you do things you know shouldn't be done
Seems like death is the only way out
And make the fear of Suicide be all you think about
Slicing of your fragile wrists
Takes all the pain away
Feel the warmth of blood trickle down your wrists
But the next morning you will wake
With the feeling only the same
Feeling you want to be dead want to be taken out if pain
You go to school with the same feeling inside
Your heart is just hurting
You want out so bad can't take it anymore
Your mind is completely confused
Sitting on the border line of life and death
By the end of the day your are freaking
And have cried and wept in pain
To many people asked you what was wrong
Each time they did the thoughts ran through your head
Away to home you are going
And this is the time it starts to get worse
Lay yourself down in your own bed
Start to shake and cry and feel all the pain
Close your eyes for only a second and see a fearful dream
Start to feel all the pain people place upon you
As they tease your in your head
Start to think of all the little things
They start to rip you apart
To get this so called thought away
You must run the rusty blade
You try to talk to the one person you trust
But the thoughts will not take a form
You can see this pain straight in my eyes
The tears start to form my story
And you start to see my pain
The pain you just cannot ignore
Can I get you to feel the feelings I have
Do you think I can create the words
Words to describe my heart breaking
Words to tell you I just don't want to live
Well let me lay my head down
And let the thoughts unravel
Lets see what scary story I can create
Lets see if you can hear my heart break
Maybe you will see the story that lay inside my tears
See the thoughts that pass through my mind
See the hurt I get to feel
Mind over matter is not the case here
It's the thought if dieing and living
That come neck and neck here
Lets show the razor and the scars
I want to show you the pain that are in them
The story they are dieing to tell
Let me show you the pain that is in my heart
Let me kill you with my fear
Are you catching onto my message
Can you feel my pain and fear
Are the thoughts starting to form in you head
Is death becoming something you are needing
Well I got a plan for me and you
Lets sit down and relax so I can tell a story
