When did I Change?

When did it start?
When did I change?
When did me life become this way?
When did it start to feel so strange?

Some people say I'M perfect
some people say I'm not
some people call me ugly
some people call me hot

I wish they'd alll just go away
and leave me here alone
i want to sit and cry and weep
I don't want to go home

I try to reach deep in my mind
to feelings that I doubt
but when I grab a hold of one
a new one rules it out

My mind is just a warping hole
it never ends, it seems
but when I try to sort it out
it brings back haunting dreams

I often sit and reminice
of memories from the past
When i was just so innocent
which had to change so fast

The little girl I used to be
would laugh and run and play
If I could just go back in time
I'd gon back any day

The worries and fears that burden me
through every passing day
gets stronger and stronger as time goes on
as my life just fades away