What I wanted

The material things that take a big part of life
But thats not what I wanted
That sweet and caring guy down the street
But thats not what I wanted
That beatuful house with the perfectly mowed lawn
But thats not what I wanted
The drugs that began to take over my life
But thats not what I wanted
What I wanted was someone to heal my scars.
Someone to wipe my tears away
Someone to wipe the blood off of my arm
Someone to hold me when Im upset
Someone to say "I love you daddy" to
Someone to say "Im proud of you"
For I didn't get this one thing that I ask for day and night.
But I know there is hope in my dreams that one day he will be part of my life.

*This Poem is about how my dad has disowned me throughout my life. Thank you for reading and please comment on what ya think.