Darkness ends

The dark night has ended
the bright day has begun
what new with me no one will know
only the fear behind the smile catches your eyes

if only you new the true feelings within
the emotions i hide are scarcely known
whats the matter with me no one will know
you see me as an innocent child,yet inside I'm the devils kind

you work me like a mean machine
never willing to loose hope or faith
just striving for the best to come
your thy one who knows the heart will fail

you wish you could hear the cry of thy child
thy cry of lost, miserable, depressed in soul
with nothing left but to wait,wait and wait
waiting for pure happiness life that it lives

you walk up slowly to your friends
knowing that really they hate you so
but being the friend you are you act your best
hiding the shame within and living your lie

you want more things then anyone yet you don't ask
you fear of those who are older and fear those who are young
not knowing what you should do before asking
but you hide thy fear in your eyes and act like its okay

scared of life like everyone else but mostly scared of yourself
scared of yourself for what you have become
and what you will be in thy future years
scared that life will go bad and turn to its worse