Our Fading Year

It's all so different,
It's hard to believe.
and the moments with her I spent,
It's hard to perceive.

A little over a year it's been,
some times I think I've lost my mind.
The rope between life and death so thin,
I always thought I was blind.

We're spreading apart,
to opposite ends of the earth it seems.
I never thought it would break my heart,
because shes always in my dreams.

With my soul so very weak,
and hope dropping fast.
To me she was unique,
but now just in the past.

Its been so long since I've showed I cared,
I promise I'm still the same guy.
I didn't know what to do; I was scared.
I didn't want you to see me cry.

Now we're fading away,
I lost a part of me.
and again to God I pray,
that you see what I see.

It's all so different,
a little over a year its been.
You don't know how much to me you meant,
I want to spend those moments again.