Confused!

To you this relationship was a joke
To you I was just there
To you I was just another woman;
Who showed you that I cared?

Did you ever really want me?
Did you ever really care?
Did you ever really love me;
Or did you just want me to believe your lies?

It's hard to say good bye
To the man I love
It's hard to say good bye
Because it's you I really want
It's hard to say good bye
Because I'll miss you so much
It's hard to say good bye
But good bye is all I can say