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Dear Sam
You've had your fun and your laughs. See you broke me in two like a little twig between your fingers, all we had, all we did was fake. Even when you said "I LOVE YOU." You didn't mean to hurt me but you did.

If you're reading this then that means that I'm not dead cos i gave it to you. But do me this last favour, Look at my face, the one you used to stroke every night as we lay on the sofa. Does that face look happy?

As i lie here writing this, I'm thinking what the world would be like without me. and nobody cares so a great deal of pain will not be caused.

This is the night you made me give up, give on everything in my life, everything even YOU! Because you don't know how much pain you have put me through playing this game of yours

This is the last thing I'll say before the deed is done. You were the only one who didn't see the real me. You saw past that and thats why you are so special to me

P.S. I'll miss you when I'm gone