Words Unspoken

Just thinking about him gives me the shivers
Seeing him makes my knees go weak
Why is it when I'm near you
I can't seem to speak?

Why when you look in my eyes
Expecting me to something
My face gets hot, I glance away
And I sit there and say nothing

When you ask me something, I mumble a replay
Then quickly turn away
I'm sick of how my walls shoot up
And how I never know what to say

You make me nervous, a living wreck
I feel like an idiot when you're around
I wish my brain would just shut up
So the words I want to say can be found

For now I'll find you in the crowd
And create fantasies in my head
Maybe one day things will be different
And this could all be said.