I feel so weird

Come on people
lets join hands
we can have a ball
cancel all your plans

we need to have fun
and skip all around
we need to shout
and make a lot of sound

oh my god
what is happening to me
i seem to be cheery
and running with glee

i feel so weird
i have not felt this in so long
i am going crazy
help me stop this song

as i still tell this peom
i feel silly and happy
i just want to remind you all
"HELP ME BEFORE I GET SAPPY"

Then all of the sudden
this emotion fell apart
i do not know what caused it
i was happy from the start

then i felt sad again
as i have felt many times before
i give thanks for the past happiness
for i know i'll be forever sore

i sink into depression
as my life goes on
i can only think
of the past song

it pops into my head
now and then
but for some odd reason
away i send

i push back the glee
the happiness
that was inside me
now it is gone

i return to my old thoughts
the ones about death
about the times
i wanted to kill my breath

i sit on my bed
thinking of the past
how much i wished that
happy moment would last