Walking away from god

If you exist god, then forgive me
Logic is my teacher, and it says that you can't be
I wish not to offend but to be free
Religion was the blindfold that didn't let me see
I wish to love life, not he
Who claims to guard joy's door and demands belief as his fee
Your gate is a fraud, I'm as happy as can be
My joy comes from her, her presence sets me free