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Screaming just to breath
Bleeding just to feel
I'm pinching myself
Just to know this is real
I'm torn up inside
I don't feel alive
I just don't understand
Why my life goes this way
Why it feels like my worlds caving in
Why every good i do
Feels like a sin
I'm buried beneath
A mountain of pain
And if I get out
I have nothing to gain
And if I stay here
I'll have no one to blame
At night I still cry
I still wish I'd die
I'm not through the night
Sometimes I still fight
So I wait for the time
When the screaming mill cease
For a time when my soul
Can finally find peace