I\'m laying here,
Watching the TV with the sun shine coming through the window..
Thinking about him..
About the lad who is stretching out to my hand,
Then to my heart..
About the man who is catching my heart..
Who is showing me its ok to trust a bloke again..
I\'m laying trying to write this as I see my mobile phone light up..
It�s a message from him..
I feel that smile come apupony face..
Im sitting here thinking..
Thinking well remembering the past
But the past with the ex seems to be dull, blblurry
I cant remember like I could..
What does that mean?..
That Ive let him go because he has now filled my empty gap?..
Remembering how I cocould and woulwouldrust a lad..
Since what the ex did..
I used to be able to remember how we kissed..
How we hugged..
How he hurt me..
But it not happening no more I cant remember..
Im layI\'mg here..
Thinking when them certain songs were played I would hurt but now I don�t!
Im laying here thinking..
How do I feel..
What do I feel when I see him..
I know I always smile as soon as I see him
I hate letting go of him when we cuddle..
I still get scared when I feel he is getting too close..
Im layin hereshutting my eyes thinking and remembering the first time we kissed that night!..
How right it felt..
How much I wanted it to happen then we did..
When we held hands the first time..
Its like im secretly smiling but everyone else can see it too�..
Im sitting here thinking..
Im so pleased ive got you!
