To end my life

Don't cry when you see me cry because these tears that you see are only on the inside.
but if these tears turn into blood, i will always know who put them there.

I'm swallowed by the sound of you screaming, me crying and all the blood covered tiles.
this is all i see as i reach for the knife.
i put the cold, steal knife against my vains.
i hold it down and slit my wrist open.
as i watch my blood rush to the floor, i can see the room spinning and my head getting lighter and lighter.
good bye to all those you never knew me and to all those you never knew i existed..........