All I have been able to do lately is think about how much I miss you. Miss us being together. Though the years we have had our ups and downs. We even stopped talk to each other. But now you have came back into my life and I don't know what to do. You have lied to me before and it really hurt. All my life I have been hurt by guys like you. I am just scared of getting hurt once again. I really care about you, but I don't know if I can handle all of the lies again.I want to be the only one in your life and I know I won't be. I don't want to have to share you with anyone. All I want to do is make you happy, but only if I am the only one that makes you happy. I know I'm too young now, but in a few years I will be eighteen. Then we can be together without anyone else saying anything. They won't be able to stop us. I sit and count the days till I will see you again. Always hoping it would come sooner. There is so much going on, but all I can think about is you.
