The Day I Said GoodBye

Those words,
So easily spoken back then,
How it seemed so easy,
To just speak with words,
And forget the emotions.

Harder every day,
The pain swelling in my heart,
My mind wandering to places,
Very less touched each time,
The memories growing too painful.

The forest of innocence,
The swelling pride of friends,
The chatting among people,
The tears of pains,
The fears of the future.

Ends came to one day,
No one dared to tie them,
They blew in the breeze,
Gently swaying,
Vacant to be tied.

Puddles of tears,
And more growing pains,
The swirl of ink on paper,
The way words mix in mind,
Misunderstandings along the line.

Too much run,
And not enough stay,
Just up and abandoned,
Never to come back,
Leaving everything behind.

The day I said goodbye,
Was the day many people swore,
The angered and confused,
As to why I left,
When all answers lay above.

(I'm back. Scary thought to most, but I've sorted everything out... hopefully.)