When I Feel Alone

No one understands
The way I feel when Im alone
It seems a mix between emotions
Where my mind just seems to roam

Alone by myself
I think of my past
Of the lovers Ive had
And how good memories dont last

I think of all the laughter
And the fun Ive had over the years
I think of my past sadness
And how I have tried to face my fears

I think of why we remember
When in the end we will forget
Even of our best friends
And it will seem we never met

In the end everything will be forgotten
When we say Good-Bye at the end
When we leave everyone
And when broken hearts will truly mend

So when I find myself alone
I go over my life in my head
And I think of what it would be like
To be truly dead