Letting the crimson flow freely but just until dawn

The blade and me were simply just meant to be
My true best friend
That never lets me down
Its always there when I've been pushed around
It lets out my problems
All I need is a simple flick of my wrist
Spilling my thoughts and feelings across the palm
Letting the crimson flow freely but just until dawn
Its not a problem to talk to it
Cause it wont tell
Of my troubled thoughts and feelings
My Innocent attempts at for a true friend
Who doesn't call me names
Or torture me with thats not right
It just sits and listens until its time
To let all of my simple yet troubled thoughts that rest in my mind

Hey people, Most of you know How i feel. My troubles had gone away for a long time but now there back and i don't know what to do!