Its beating me up inside
I try not to show it
But its too hard to hide
It feels as if I made the biggest mistake
Yet no matter what I do
Everything's at stake
It hurts to feel this way
But...
What can I say?
No matter what I choose
I'll feel the same
I try to think that everything'll be fine
Nothing will change
But I need a sign
Some say I've done right
Others say I've done wrong
I just need guidance towards the light
Pain and despair
I guess I'll just have to live through it
Hoping it'll be fun and without care.
