I dont know if it was a mistake or just fate

I didn't know if it was a mistake or just fate
now I'm filled with more and more hate

Left with another torn open heart
and with these words i part

Why am i left with all this shame
Took her hand... was i to blame?

Fear of rejection stopping my action
Why is there all this affliction

I'll never forget these words you said
Burned into my heart, filled with dread

Can't believe I failed once more
Always picking up my broken heart on the floor

Everyone asks why i write like ima kill myself
Not like anyone cares truth be told to yourself

I don't have the balls to end my life
Even though its brought me nothing but a knife

My heart gets broken every time Ive tried to claim her heart
But the mind keeps trying to heal that scar, it thinks its smart...

The shattered pieces can get put back together
But nothing can be replaced back to the way it was before

Even though i hate how my life is
I still will get up and fight this

I don't care what I've been told i try once more
Broken again till theres nothing left... its like a war

My hearts decided and i can't change its decision
The pain feels just like an incision

Ill shatter my own heart before i know it
Nothing will stop it i frown upon it

Maybe one day ill even get her heart
heal the wounds, that i want to part...