I wish you had a clue

I wish you had a clue
about how much i love you

so many times i wanted to die
but id just look you right in the eye

i saw you with him and my heart broke
only thoughts of suicide spoke

back of mind was a picture of you
suicide meant to be without you

i couldn't live without you and its true
how many times i wanted to die i just thought of you

maybe you'd be better with him
i dont know but it seems grim

if only me and you were together
id give you my life if it were something i could hand over

you have my heart isn't that enough
i hope you dont think this is one big bluff

how about one day ill show you the truth
it'll be one day soon, hopefully still in our youth

I know you like other guys but give me one more chance
and i say it to you as i give you my last glance

i may not be the perfect choice
but at least i can say i love you and rejoice

one last chance is all i need
please i love you don't make me bleed...