Every morning it gets harder to get around. At school it's even harder to avoid you without my heart skipping a beat. When I see you it's hard not to look back on how we made love and hiding the pain. At night while laying in bed trying to fall asleep my mind wanders off thinking about you and trying to fight back the tears. Everyday it gets too hard to walk away of waht we had and still should be together. Only wishing you'd come up to me and talk. Only wondering if I still cross your mind at all. I long to kiss those wonderful lips and very long to hear those 3 special words " I Love You " leaving a smile on my face. When you look at me, just smile and say hi. Every week-end I stare at the computer screen just to see if your screen name will pop up. I look at your picture and only think of the what ifs. It's too hard to walk away of not knowing if you still care. I quit smoking for you, does that say anything to you? You gave me your virginiry, does that mean anything to you? I guess I meant nothing to you cause you walked away too easily. Every single day I bottle up the anger and pain I have. Every single night I let out a hard, long cry. It feels like I'm living in a nightmare of trying to get over you. How can you walk away from something special and not feel a damn thing? Just tell me one thing, did you truly love me? You'll regret breaking up with me and come crawling back to have a second chance. Too haed to walk away from everything we shared.
Too hard to walk away...
