I am not a good guy

by Kenneth   Jan 11, 2007


I say I love her
But all I seem to do is hurt her
How can I let myself do this
I am trying to help telling her what I think
But it is not helping she is full of doubt now
She needs to decide on her own what too do
And that is hard enough as it is
She believes him and trust him
That should be enough but the feeling I get is horrible
I do not want her to get hurt I want to keep her safe
But I have just complicated every thing and hurt her and me
She says he is a good guy but I do not see that
He hurt her to many times for me to think that
But what have I done I am no better
The doubt and worry that she now feels is pain
And its so much worse knowing I have caused it
Even if others think I am a good guy I am not
If I was I would not interfere I would just be there for her
But that is not what I do I let my feeling cloud my judgment
And when I hurt her or feel that she is in danger the cloud grows even more
So now I am the one confused not knowing what to do
Should I leave her so that I do not hurt her or stay which is likely of more comfort to me

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  • 17 years ago

    by HuggyQueenofCookies

    It is a GREAT poem kenneth, it doesnt have to rhyme to be a poem, hun! lol..there was a question to the reader it seems, so i feel obligated as that reader to answer:

    I think you should stay with her...but no more push and shove..for awhile at least...Because you seem to compare yourself to this guy alot, and you seriously feel that the things you have done are just as bad as what he's done to her...I hope this helps babe, and if it doesn't, just tell me so..and I'll think my little blonde head to the point it blows up, and see if I can help you out so more...I hate reading these poems being so sad all the time..you need to find someone to make you happy, one you dont have to keep chasing after constantly...

    well, Iprobably am taking way to much space so ill stop. just know you are loved.:)

    ~~Ally

  • 17 years ago

    by Kenneth

    This is not a poem....i know...just had to write it