I go to sleep and I dream of you.
I wake up and I think of you too.
I can't make myself forget about you no matter what I do.
I miss your hand held tight with mine.
I miss your smile and the way it made everything fine.
I miss you by my locker and even in the lunch line.
I'll never forget the way I felt,
Or how seeing tears in your eyes made my heart melt.
Losing you hurt more than a welt.
You left a hole in my heart that will never fill.
I've tried to forget you, but I never will.
Your pictures are still sitting in my window sill.
I could throw away all of the pictures of you and me.
But what good would that be?
That wouldn't erase the pictures in my mind that I see.
It's not fair that you can move on so fast.
How am I supposed to just forget the past?
When will I get over you at last?
It hurts me to think of the times when you were a jerk.
Mostly that I actually believed the relationship would work.
You treated me so badly and I went berserk.
I spent endless time waiting by the phone,
And watching countless movies all alone.
Obviously the jerk inside of you had grown.
I cried myself to sleep at night.
I had thought you were the one, "Mr. Right".
Obviously, I was wrong, you couldn't even end the fight.
Did you ever love me or care for me at all?
Because you never answered my call.
How far do you want me to fall?
You stopped coming around and taking me out.
You used the excuse "I don't have to drive that route".
But I knew that's not what it was all about.
You had changed and I wasn't good enough for you anymore.
You chose to walk out the door.
I've never experienced such a terrible feeling before.
It was all over and there was nothing I could do.
I was sad and yet I hated you.
Did you even realize how much pain you put me through?
You were my best friend.
I didn't think that would be how our relationship would end.
I knew it would take time for my broken heart to mend.
It's been awhile since I've heard from you,
But I think it's the best thing for us two.
I'm letting you go although it's the hardest thing to do.
I still love you and a piece of my heart will be yours forever.
Even though we're not still together,
I'll stop loving you never.
You brought me more pain than I'll ever know,
but I'll never let the memories of you go,
Because I loved you so.
