I feel sick inside,
dark, lonely and alone
when i look in the mirror I\'m disgusted at what I see.
I wish I could just cut the ugly parts off of me.
When I watch tv, i see the people i\'d like to be.
they\'re so beautiful, skinny and everyone looks at them like they are perfect.
How I long to be like them.
This feeling is becoming a reality,
my soul is dark i\'m all alone and lonely,
and i no longer wish taht the ugly was cut off of me.
B/c it doesn\'t matter now,
i took matters in my own hands
to the world... i am dead
