Your not any different from me... Just what our eyes gleam

I wish I you was here
To comfort me
Selfish it may seem
I want what your eyes gleam

I see you with him
I see you with her
Smiling and Laughing

While I'm in the corner crying
Little do you know
I'm dieing

I have a disease
At night I pray
My body
It leaves

I'm not normal
I have special needs
That need to meet me and my disease
No, you can't see

I want you to look at me
And see me
Say "Hey, its been a while!"

I want them to look at me
The way they look at you
Tell me what to do
I want to be you

I want to be loved
I want to be hugged
I want to be noticed

One day you'll see
You not any different from me
And you'll want
What my eyes gleam...
Hope