This is basicly showing I can't get away from my disease.. no matter what i do, im never going to quit, no matter how many times im in the hostpital or how ever many IVs and feeding tubes.. i can't let go, its in my thoughts in my dreams my obsession has taken over me. and shes been in control for so long now my close friends and family say I'm not even me anymore, Im not even a victem of a disease to anyone I'm just a label a "mia" or an "ana" I'm not looking for pity I'm trying to get it thru your heads that this is a DISEASE anyone who is bulimic or anorexic knows they don't want to be this way and I know every single one of them wishes they could concentrate on things like guys, fashion, and school instead of how far the scale has moved so far this week for most of us our lives have already spun outa control so fast we can't stop it, and for those of you who are just begining to spin get out now before you pick up speed and get help. its deadly and though you may enjoy that empty feeling in you stomache everynight when you lie in bed planning out your meal for the following day remember that soon all your organs can shut down completely any day and you'll have nothing to show for it but a weakend fragil body that wasn't stong enough to survive. please girls [and guys] think twice before you skip another meal.

I love this song and i can totally relate i have anorexia too
and i know how you feel this song covers it all