Just lie

Smile is always on my face
but just take a look behind
Look deep in me
happiness is not what you find

When you hear me laugh
it doesn't mean I'm OK
It all comes back
because all i did is put the sadness away

My hyper mode
is all pretend
You don't know that my life
i tried to end

The depression
i cant help but deny
My life is pretty messed up
so just don't ask why

So ill try to put everything behind me and no longer will i cry
I'll just live my life with a smile
its easier to just lie